𝓂aria —
26 years old ( ? )
a woman who shows a striking resemblance
to s̶o̶m̶e̷̽͒͛ỡ̶̹̘̯͖̏̓̅̓n̷͍̆ȩ̷͉͈̳̹̯̙̍͋͒ ̶̟̟̭̯̪̦̑͂̂͆̊͠͠͠ͅy̶o̶u̶̳̯͍̪̞͌ ̸̳̣̣͛̿͛̾̚̕͝͝k̴̺͇̣̠̪͛̋͂̽̽̔͝ń̴̤̾̏̈́̃̚o̶w̶ ? ̴͓̪̣̙̾̊ͅ? ?̵̨̢̲̳́͊̑͋̏͂̃ ̵̃̾̚͝
her way of dressing , hairstyle , character and atmosphere are . . . unique. she is cheerful and positive , but displays some emotional dependence. maria is moody ( she goes through lots of emotional ups and downs ) . she tends to be jolted easily by abnormal situations .
maria works at heaven's night — a bar and dance club — in an unknown capacity . in her spare time , she likes to do charity work .
she talks looking straight at the other person’s eyes and does so even when listening . she finds a lot of interest in discussing other's reminicience and treasured memories .
when she woke up ——— she was all alone .
everyone's gone . it's — it must be because of those things , those creatures ( her mind unhelpfully supplies : those monsters . ) so . . . what now ?
❛ do i fight and live ? or do those monsters get me ? truthfully — i don't have any reason to go on living , but . . . ❜
a laugh leaves her unwillingly ——— her stomach contracts painfully and she tastes a bloody-bile . maria stretches out of the chair , bones aching : she tries valiently to ignore . she hates pain . is tired of it , the little amount that she deals with —
her breath is slow to catch up with her as she wanders across the room towards the window . fog , fog , fog — her reflection distorted within in — an unwelcome wracking leaving her flower-like lips : ❛ but I'm scared to die ! ❜
. . . .
i want to find somebody .
i don't like being alone . . .
but ———— but ! ————
. . . .
is there anyone left alive ?
RYUZAKI !
26 years old
a person who loves nothing more than to explore the depths of human desperation, depravity and also love and loss and lovely things. the duality of man, am i right?
administrator lives in gmt - 5. their favorite color is black. their favorite scent is vanilla. their favorite sh game is ( ironically ) 4: the room.
tw dark themes, horror, gore, manipulative themes, sexual content
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i've been waiting .
. . . .
didn't you want to see me ?
. . . .
❛
someone once told me that . . . gods are here . it's part of the fabric of the town — my home town — my birthplace ———
( but i'm not sure ' g o d ' is the right word ) .
someone once asked me if . . . i believed in fate . if that replaced my need for the god that needles her way into the tapestry of our lives . i said not really — ha ! that life is a dead end — that there's nothing beyond here ———
but now i find myself wishing . . . that i said i believed .
there's a comfort in the hand of god guiding you . when you walk on your own lamb-legs , you find yourself reaching desperately for miracles ———
ha . ha ha . someone once said to me that i think too much . he's right . he's right . he doesn't know anything — but he's right .
❜
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be careful ! ——
that j̵̧̡̱͎̳̒̑̾̔͒̃̃͐͝a̵̢̰͇̻̟͈̠̰͈͛͆͒͊͊͂̎̽͒̓̐͌͠m̷̨̱̟̜̟̳̜̙̙̹̦̝̱͑̅̒͛̈́̊̅̅͛̉̕ĕ̵͍͈͎̠̼̹̹͙͍̜͇͇̍̃̈̽̈́̂̊̆̾̚͝ș̴̲͖͉͎̺̹͒̅̈̒̌̊̆͊̈́͂̇̍ ——
h̷͍̑e̷̪̓'̶̥͌ś̵̳ ̸̳̂a̸̹̓ ̸͍̿b̶̎͜ȁ̶͕d̶̩̕ ̶͕͂m̸̜͛a̵͓͛n̸̅ ̶͇͛ .
he's looking for the
you that isn't you .
. . . .
